This past weekend I went to the Donald J. Trump and Jeffrey Epstein memorial reading room in Columbus, Ohio. I had to pass through a security guard, the police were there, they had to protect us from people who might try to bring ruin to the truth of these women’s voices. They could not even post the event on the events website for fear of someone trying to take advantage in a negative way. What I was left with was feeling a terrible sense of not being able to trust people with power more than I had ever felt before. Prior to walking in, there was a sense of this, people said that you shouldn’t, but after looking at and facing all these mounds of evidence (3700+ books of depositions, artwork from survivors, a timeline of events, and the red books that you could open and peruse – which did not have survivor information as the 3700 white books did), one can not look away. People don’t lie about being raped. Some of the names I saw, who were involved, were some new ones not shared in the media. I found my mouth gaping a few times. Look for this “bookmobile” to come to your hometown.

I have been in the psychology business since the late 90’s, in various titles and capacities. I was taught to be a critical thinker and to put the needs of the client first. Naturally. I was taught that my needs are unimportant, I should be careful wearing jewelry or having any items in my office that would impart some political, religious or racial/cultural affiliation. Essentially, I am there for the client, not for myself. For the past 14 years I have had a social media informed consent, to say that my views that someone might find online would not interfere with someone coming to see me. In Ohio, I cannot work with a person unless I have a specialty in the realm for which they are coming to see me. I am careful to set boundaries when this comes up. I have some items in the my room, but it meant to honor the transpersonal beliefs that I have.

We are in a different world now. Therapists are now taught to be focused on an agenda that they set and that they deem appropriate. Very scary! Teachers are also out of their lanes and focused on indoctrinating children, just as therapists are, and doctors around our country into making choices that are not the child’s business to know or to deal with. Children are curious and question things but it is for their parents to handle. School is for education of the three “R’s”, therapists are for healing and talking out loud – without advice and doctors are to help us when we are in pain – not talk us into things without parents consent (first and foremost). This has become a topic about child safety which has created a political divide which is not about what is in the best interests of the child. Children need to play, learn and grow, not be forced into drugs or surgeries to remove healthy body parts.

There is also a political divide which is not about protecting women and their safety in private spaces, sports, prisons, sororities, and even in the Daughter’s of the American Revolution which lied to their members for the past several years about allowing men into the program. They have also discriminated against women who are adopted, allowing men to come in with legally altered birth certificates and women who are adopted must show the original (which is more authentic in regard to genealogy but discriminating nonetheless). Women in 30+ states must go to court to obtain their original birth certificate. Men simply show a birth certificate that says they are now a woman – no questions asked about the original. The world now bending the rules to the woke world and now some people are running to the conservatives for protection. Some liberals care more for this new mindset than the women and children they pretended to care about, prior to this onslaught of trans mindsets coming out of nowhere since COVID – too much time alone. Suddenly no one cares about women and children but conservatives who understand women need safe spaces (doesn’t rape teach us anything) and children need their parents to talk to about values and life choices – not professionals.

Meanwhile, we have a country being run by someone who does not respect the laws or constitution of our country. I am a conservative, but I have never believed in voting party as I know no one is perfect just because… This president makes me feel unsafe and concerned about our future. Money being made by a president – while in office, wars for his own personal gain and humor, people being killed for no reason – on a hunch, or because the agent is pissed. While the president has done much to protect women (ironically since he is a rapist and has countless women who have come forward stating sexual assault and sexual harassment), it feels like a way to put up a smokescreen to take our minds off of what is going on behind the curtain. I voted for him once, but not twice. This is because what I saw the first time, frightened me so much I did not want to be responsible for what he would do with even more power. I didn’t vote for her either. Her stance on the trans community meant we would get more of president Biden’s policies and I didn’t like anything about him. After all, Biden re-wrote Title IX. What have women fought for all these years if not to have a man demolish it.

For a president to welcome taking out San Diego and Los Angeles, part of our country, two places that I once lived in and loved, this is just one of the most disrespectful comments he has made. Wanting to harm U.S. citizens. His own people. When you have no concerns about the safety of one state, you do not care for the entire country. This is not the way a president should behave or talk. It is dangerous.

With President Biden, we saw a Shangri-La in the White House, naked people on the front lawn, strange holiday gatherings, and an obviously cognitively impaired president. Again, he re-wrote Title IX. He might as well have revoked the 19th amendment at the same time. Then President Trump is hired and suddenly everything is turned into an extreme right position, with no regard to the rules he was changing – even if they made sense. Just because a Democrat made the rule, it was obviously wrong. This makes no intelligent sense whatsoever, it is coming from ego.

Now we have a public execution that will be live streamed. This is gross and negligent toward the mental health of others. A misuse of power. While this man may deserve the death penalty, it should be no different than any other person in a prison system. The fact that there are people who will flock to their computers to watch this, tells us what society we are in. A very unhealthy society.

When I first heard of flock cameras, I thought it sounded great. Keep an eye on the bad guys/gals. Then I found out that it wasn’t solely being used this way. Of course, people took advantage of it – we have plenty of psychological research to back this up. When you have power, you will use it until you have that power taken from you. Think Epstein and all his “friends.” But then, there was the camera taking pictures and the wrong people were picked up. I have heard of people going to prison for crimes they did not commit, all because of AI misuse. Listening to their stories seemed terribly frightening. This could happen to any of us. Any time of the day.

Destroying our country for data centers. It wasn’t bad enough we destroyed our country under President Clinton with the allowance of our products to be made in China and other third world countries. But he didn’t “lose sleep over it.” Turning our rural communities that survived with factory jobs to become nothing more than meth labs. Now people are being offered millions of dollars to give up their property for the sake of these data centers which will offer no one a job. It is ludicrous. A coincidence? Probably because I am pretty sure the president of the 90’s, when we were at the advent of learning about computers didn’t know this would happen – or did he? Because it would make you wonder about setting up our country to come to this. President Trump isn’t the first, but could definitely turn out to be the worst. The most guady and unpatriotic.

AI period is ludicrous and will destroy our world. Not like social media but like a Sci Fi movie where everyone dies. Forget climate change, robots will do this on their own. You can now buy a robot doll for $150K+ that is “human like,” much like what we saw in the Steven Spielberg movie A.I. Artificial Intelligence, where Jude Law played an AI gigolo. The president has denied climate change and now feels we should ignore all the mega billionaire experts who are creating AI and feel we should put some controls in place before it does destroy our world. COVID was one thing, there were lies about how this began, it was definitely a prototype for how to manipulate people into doing what you want. It worked too, we all fought with each other for not sharing our views, and we continue to be split as a nation. Just remember, these robots will not BE humans, they will be human like – which means they can act like us but they will never be us. Just like a man can put on a dress and pretend to be a woman, he can even cut off his penis and have a vagina fashioned out of God knows what, but his DNA, his biological reality will always be a man. He will always look like a man. If we exist long enough to have archeologists looking at his bones, they will say “Man.” A robot will malfunction probably if tampered with and therefore not a human.

But then, we have the liberals now saying we should put the men’s rights first over the women’s. Liberals are saying this. Next they will say the robots rights should supersede human’s rights. I see it coming. If the robot is “doing something they feel is for humanity” even though it doesn’t feel right or comfortable for us, they will probably say we need to do what it says. Hmm…. apps, are already taking over jobs, robots in fast food chains. It might be the Republicans concerned about making more money to exclude people from taking jobs from robots. Either political side is a mess, their both operating in the extremes.

At least Hitler wanted a world where everyone was like him. It appears our president wants our world to end completely. It does not occur to him that these robots will kill he and his family as well, not just the rest of us peons who don’t have money. Their private yachts will be of no use when AI can recreate itself and do whatever it, as a computer deems it should do. It could become a yacht if it wants and play “I am sinking your battleship.” It will eventually “think” for itself. This is more than just protecting yourself from a computer virus or hack. And, AI will also be available to all these hackers – if not already. This is much different from a virus (COVID) with many ridiculous opinions and rules that came out of nowhere. And, much different than buying an anti-virus software for that matter. COVID was the beginning of the end. I say this because this is when people became sensitive, when extreme behaviors became fashionable and allowed – trans and cat people. Now, AI, this will be the end.

The people in power, as we see at the bookmobile I went to, felt it was acceptable to do what they wanted behind closed doors. Now those in power in Washington D.C. are doing what they want out in the open. There are no boundaries. They can do whatever they want, as long as they are thinking like the person they support. I hope we will see some balance in this election, though I don’t think the other side is any safer or trustworthy. If we make it to the next presidential election, they will only be just as vicious as a new precedent has been set. We need a real leader. Someone like a Pope Leo version of a president. Someone who truly cares for our country and may be able to put a stop to all that has happened. I am not so sure the president will allow his reign to end though. As he said, you will never have to vote for me again??? Why, because we will all be dead by AI?

In the meantime, we can only come together and find our own spiritual center. Find balance within ourselves. When it comes to a Sci Fi world, the people who “win” are the ones who seem to not get caught up in the ridiculousness of society. They stay on the perimeter, stay away from the craziness as much as they can. I think of the role of Raymond Schwartz, played by Thierry Godard in A French Village. He was neutral. Did what he had to survive, without harming anyone. Without getting too involved, minding his own business, selling to the Nazi’s for his own protection and that of his families, but not being involved personally in their lives. Standing back and playing it cool. He was there at the end of this historical drama.

I have tried fighting back in personal battles with different groups and organizations, only to find I was wasting my time as I didn’t have enough money, power or clout to win in the end. People want to believe they will win and continue wasting their energy. Sometimes people can when they have enough power but at what cost? Will it really help others? Who will be punished in the meantime? Who will survive? The United States of Babylon is here to stay. You must critically examine how you will act and what will be expected of you. Always trust your instincts and come from a place of integrity. At least then, you will die with pride.